today is the day!

Good morning everyone! I’m writing this in like the 15 mins I have before class starts :p so this may be very short haha…
So… today is the day I’m supposed to get the email from ASC… I’m so nervous about it that I literally have stress knots in my back! It’s NOT fun. But having blueberry coffeecake from a couple guys on penn2 sure does make waking up easier lol.. sleep didn’t really happen last night. It was more like night terrors of waiting ALL DAY for the email to come in. and then when it finally did, no one was happy for me. it was more like people were angry and resentful :( so ya.. I’m very anxious and nervous today.
But… it’s not so much worrying about the outcome as it is WAITING for the outcome.. I’ve got everything on the line for this.. and I’m trusting that no matter what happens today, it will be in God’s plan. And I trust my Daddy. So today is a sort of milestone for me. My life can go in so many different directions after today. And I’m excited and anxious to see where God takes me!
God is God no matter what the outcome of today is. Whether it ends in loud wailing, or hysterical laughing and squealing, God is STILL God. He is God over my hopes and dreams, in my darkest hours, and in my brightest moments. God is God, and He is in control of my life.